Saturday, July 9, 2011

too many things in life...

Im too busy. Everyday my mind and time is very very occupied with everything like work, side line business, tvb drama, exercising, loosing weight, iphone, ipad, etc etc

Until this morning, Cy called me when I was on the MRT to work. He told me that he felt dizzy and he could see stars. Immediately, I am frozen and don't know what to do. I admit that I already think the worse case and I could not lift my feet to head home. I am quite stupid to be catastrophic but just imagine one day, its not that minor. I continued on with my initial plan, doing things within my control but at the back of my head, I stay frozen. Anyway, Cy is fine k. Doctor said its pre-set of migraine.

Well, looking back, if tomorrow is my last day, I still have no answer on what I will do. I live on the principal of living life to the fullest. That is why I occupied and stuff myself with doing all sorts of stuff. Then I notice that life is too short to do everything I want. For example, I want to be a psychologist, but that requires a few years to study. At the same time, I want to be rich, own my own property and raring a dog. So how can I achieve the latter by spending a few years studying and not having income. Sad to say, life is short!

So, instead of living life to the fullest, I started to reflect that living one day at a time suits me more. :) I find that I am happier and contented. I started my very first ballet class yesterday. It was like living my childhood dream! I enjoyed myself very much. :) haha

Cy and I will be going off for a vacation next week. Til now, I have not find out where is it as its a surprise. Happy advanced 9 years anniversary!

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